Taken from MEMENTO MORI
Is this all in my Fantasy
These feelings
Dragging me under
These feelings Yeah
I don’t know when it started or where it came from
But it made me the wreck that I’ve become
Flooded by so many feelings till my heart goes numb
The enemy in my head is real
But I can’t run
It started with silence
And turned into violence
I’ve been stuck here in this vicious cycle
Controlling my mind set
No escape from my threat
The war I’m fighting takes place in my head
One voice tells me to stop
Another one says - it’s not enough
Which one should I obey
Letting go of hope before my heart decays
These feelings dragging me under
Fake scenarios devouring my mind
Making me blind for reality
‘cause this is all in my Fantasy
Overthinking every second
It controls my mental state of mind
It’s crippling all of my mentality
‘cause this is all in my Fantasy
Here we go again
If I’m alone those nightmares make me go crazy
My sometimes fading sanity is feeding my anxiety
Mood swings, panic attacks, lethargy
Hopefully someone will come and set me free
It started with silence
And turned into violence
I’ve been stuck here in this vicious cycle
Controlling my mind set
No escape from my threat
The war I’m fighting takes place in my head
These feelings dragging me under
Fake scenarios devouring my mind
Making me blind for reality
‘cause this is all in my Fantasy
Overthinking every second
It controls my mental state of mind
It’s crippling all of my mentality
‘cause this is all in my Fantasy
I can’t take this fucking noises much longer
I got the worst feelings
They keep getting stronger
I can’t take this bullshit anymore
I got the worst thoughts
And they keep getting stronger
It started with silence
And turned into violence
I’ve been stuck here in this vicious cycle
Controlling my mind set
No escape from my threat
The war I’m fighting takes place in my head
