hello my dear
i’m sorry for your loss
anxiety silenced me but at what cost
life became a reflex
i can’t feel a thing
my heart froze over 
the cold winds burned my skin

never meant to burden you with the weight of it all
can you hear the snow falling down
no echoes just silence
hiding the violence
ignored the truth what happened to me

i apologize for all the times I said I’m fine
i hope someday
i hope someday 
you’ll find the strength to forgive me

i tried to cry for help but now it’s too late
this is an epilogue
no need to turn the page
blood in the snow
melting the cold as silent as it could be
the more I delve
the clearer I see
this world was never meant for me

i know you’ll cry
but I have lost this fight
so save your roses
they will wither on another day
please keep me in your memories 
before my memento fades away

death seems like a friend 
when you’re afraid to live
hope buried under dense layers of snow
i’m writing this goodbye with tears in my eyes
i’ll see you in another life

i tried to cry for help but now it’s too late
this is an epilogue
no need to turn the page
blood in the snow
melting the cold as silent as it could be
the more I delve
the clearer I see
this world was never meant for me

never meant for me
never meant for me
never meant for me