I felt like I was dying
Lost faith in all of my trying
Colors were slowly turning dark
Swallowed whole by the unknown
By the unknown

I sang sweet melodies of death
Longing for my eternal rest
My heart was burned out
My mind in self-doubts
Craving the dopamine high, but lacking the serotonin, why?

I felt like I was dying
Lost faith in all of my trying
Colors were slowly turning dark
Swallowed whole by the unknown

Struck by the silence
I found myself begging down on my knees
The lack of perspectives and fading hope
Brought out the worst in me
A scorched ground leaves no place to grow
For the offering to fully unfold

But here I am
Feeling so alive like I never did before
And now I, I found my place, I found my heart
This can't be real, I expect the worst
Feeling so concerned like I never did before
And now I, I found my place, I found my heart
This can't be real, I expect the worst

Yeah
Expect the worst
Yeah

I felt like I was dying
Lost faith in all of my trying
Colors were slowly turning dark
Swallowed whole by the unknown

Without any guidance
I found myself being lost in despair
The futility of recovery
Has taken the best of me
A scorched ground leaves no place to grow
For the offering to fully unfold

Now that I found my place
I found my heart
This can't be real

But here I am
Feeling so alive like I never did before
And now I, I found my place, I found my heart
This can't be real, I expect the worst
Feeling so concerned like I never did before
And now I, I found my place, I found my heart
This can't be real, I expect the worst